Tuesday, May 27, 2008

the tornado (II)

Fox News received lots of flack for covering the Iowa-Minnesota Storm Cells instead of covering the NASCAR races. Fox News correspondent is quoted as saying, “The storms are a bit more important than a race.” The reports that two children had died in Hugo was inacc urate; it was really one, a two-year-old boy. The little girl is in the hospital and in critical condition, though stable. A couple in our church know the family, and the mother has been released from the hospital, but the husband is still there, recovering from surgery yesterday. The death toll is around eight, I believe, across the path of the storm. Our receptionist, Shelli, passed through one of the neighborhoods that got devastated just ten minutes before it happened (her van is covered with dents from baseball-sized hail); nearly 150 homes are destroyed. Here are a handful of pictures I took of the clouds right after the storm passed us (we could hear the tornado, but it actually struck about a mile away), and a picture taken of the tornado itself crossing, I believe, one of the Lino Lakes.






Monday, May 26, 2008

the tornado (I)

Larry had been sleeping on the couch. I reminded him that we needed to order pizza for dinner. He groaned, glanced out the storm, mumbled, “It looks like it’s going to storm…” and promptly fell back asleep. 

I went to the bathroom, reading a pretty interesting book on the occult and Satanism—He Came To Set The Captives Free—and when I came out of the bathroom, Larry came running down the steps. He seemed rather spunky; he informed me, “There’s a tornado coming.” I thought he was joking until the Forest Lake sirens began to blare. 

“How’d you know?” I asked him. 

“Bryan called. He asked where I was, I told him I was at home, and he said, ‘Good, stay there.’ Then he told me.” 

We sat in front of the television. It seemed relatively calm outside. That’s when the rain started to come down. We crowded in front of the basement bay windows and watched the green sky above. A moment later the television screen began to flicker and fizz; Larry said, “The satellite is losing its signal.” Hail began to fall, coming down in torrents, sounding like a freight train on the roof. 

We opened the back door and leaned outside, our faces splattered with rain. Thunder rumbled, and in the background we could hear a low rumble, incessant, unstopping. Larry eyed me, said, “That’s it.” The clouds were sweeping right overhead. “It’s going to be here soon,” he said, and we crowded into a closet in the basement. 

We sat there for a few moments, and the sound became so loud that we could barely hear one another. My heart sprinted in my chest—half fear, half excitement—and Larry said, “This is when we pray.” So we prayed that God would protect us and the community. Once we finished, Larry said, “Now we bow down and cover are heads.” I mused, “So we’re Muslim now? Covering all the bases. Good idea.” He laughed at that. 

We crouched downwards, lost in the roar of the storm. Many minutes passed, seeming to go like hours. Only then did the sounds die down. We crept back into the other part of the basement beside the bay windows. 

The rain had stopped, and hail covered the ground like snow. 

Two deer crept from the woods, soaking wet, and completely ignored us as they grazed on the fallen hail. 

The power had been shot, and we decided to go and get our pizzas. We drove through town, which seemed to be a ghost town. We stopped at the pizza place to see if they had our pizza ready. The man laughed: “Where have you been? We’ve been waiting for you for an hour!” We later learned that a town just a few miles south of us had caught the tornado, and half the town lay in pieces. 

Seven people had been rushed to the hospital. 
A little boy and a little girl had been killed.

Monday, May 19, 2008

getting settled in...

It has been a long day! Let’s see… My first Sunday at Forest Lake Christian Church went well. Larry and I opened the doors at 8:00, made sure everything was ready-to-go, and at 9:15, Larry taught a class on Marriage. I’ll be teaching Sunday morning classes here in the next week or two. The service went well. The church partakes in a hymnbook, something I’m not used to, but we sing generally well-known songs, such as Amazing Grace and The Wonderful Cross. Larry preached a sermon on trusting God for His provisions and being good resources of our belongings and of the environment (he worried that it would seem to be just another fad sermon on Going Green, but his sermon was very biblical). We grabbed lunch at Wendy’s, hung out with Bryan and Gretchen, good friends of Larry and a pretty cool couple, and then I went to a Prayer & Praise gathering at the church. Seven people showed up, including me, and we spent some time talking and praying. Larry wasn’t there, so I felt slightly awkward, especially when some of the members started debating doctrine. I know that preachers and teachers are to instruct in doctrine, but what are you supposed to do when it’s an issue you’re not really sure about yourself? I couldn’t in good conscience totally back up any view, so I let them discuss it amongst themselves. The people here are really nice, very open, lots of fun. Most of the older members are quite passionate in their faith, and it’s nice to hear them rant and rave in that Minnesotan accent. Some people from the church came and visited Larry and I tonight; we sat in Larry’s living room and just chatted for a while. My nickname is “Cabbage Patch” because of my wild, ruffian hair. And while it’s been a long day, and I am absolutely exhausted (not to mention needing to make three phone calls before going to bed), I want to share with you an interesting conversation between Larry and an older woman we met Saturday evening at the wedding in Minneapolis: 

Woman: “So you’re a preacher?” 
Larry: “That’s right!” 
Woman: “Oh, good. I would like to discuss your doctrine.” 
Larry: “Absolutely, I’d love that.” 
Woman: “Are you a Bible-teaching church?” 
Larry: “Yes, we are.” (and here he briefly went into the logistics behind the Restoration Movement) 
Woman: “Oh, good. Are you against abortion?” 
Larry: “Absolutely.” 
Woman: “Are you against gay marriage?” (she said this in a quiet tone) 
Larry: (somewhat uncomfortable) “Yeah.” 

I find it interesting that discussing doctrine deals with the issues of abortion and gay marriage, not on the deity of Christ, the pattern of salvation, or the work of the cross and the resurrection and what it entails. As to abortion and gay marriage, I’ve struggled much in regards to these issues. I’ll share my thoughts. While I believe that women have a choice in the matter as to whether or not abort a child (for God has designed us as free-will agents, completely capable of making our own decisions, for better or worse), I also believe that abortion (once it reaches a certain point in the fetus’ life) is murder, similar in wickedness to the evils of the Canaanites in their sacrificing of children to their pagan gods. When it comes to gay marriage, I’m not quite sure where I stand. I believe that homosexual activity is a sin (homosexuality, as a sexual orientation, is never addressed as a sin in the Greek New Testament), but I find difficulty with the argument that gays cannot be married because marriage is an institution created by God to unite Man and Woman. I find this argument flimsy when exploring Genesis 1-2, for these texts are used to defend this position, and it is widely known among scholars that these texts were written during the Israelites’ Babylonian exile, and they are not dated back to creation; much of early Genesis involves creation accounts, cultural folklore, and such of that nature. We find marriage as a custom before God called Abram out to be the father of many nations (thus igniting the Judeo-Christian movement); the origins of marriage are not quite known. And if you want to take the Genesis accounts literally, by all means do, but please notice that it is sex that joins Man and Woman, not marriage, in Genesis 1-3 (if taken literally, Adam and Eve are not married until after the Fall in Genesis 4).

Sunday, May 18, 2008

a caricature

Larry officiated a wedding last night, and I tagged along as the uninvited guest, simply to partake in free food and drink. A true, genuine wedding crasher. The ceremony went quickly, and they bride and groom held the reception in an expensive steak restaurant in Minneapolis. An artist had come to do caricatures, and Larry and I signed our names on the dotted line. When my turn came up, I told her exactly what I wanted, and she did it perfectly (this picture is now framed, and it will hang in my office one day): 


Larry laughed and said, “You have a lot of explaining to do!” Is it everyday that a preacher wears a Hawaiian t-shirt behind the pulpit, with a Bible in one hand and a conglomeration of cigarettes and whiskey in the other? Though it would not be surprising if I did this just for the sake of going over-the-top and across-the-line, I chose this because it has a very sincere and biblical message. While I would never stand behind a pulpit smoking and drinking (though it is not too farfetched for me to find myself wearing a Hawaiian t-shirt), and even though in 1 Timothy the Apostle Paul commands teachers and leaders to be held in the highest regard, giving no one any reason to question the gospel message, I believe that this caricature holds one of the most primary and yet often overlooked, skewed, or ignored doctrines of the Christian faith, and that is the doctrine of grace. The message I want to portray is that everyone is called by God to a life of ministry, a life of serving others in love and communicating God’s gospel, advancing God’s kingdom. Yet some people are so hung up on societal sins—here personified in smoking, drinking, and not dressing proper for church—that they feel as if they could never serve God in any capacity. I’ve met many people who have had a burning desire to serve God in extreme and wonderful ways, but their own “failures” hold them back (I would never say that smoking and drinking makes someone a failure). The beautiful thing about the gospel is grace, and God calls everyone to fall in love with Him and to serve Him daily, bad habits aside (I find it interesting that some would stand up and get in an outrage over this caricature, but if a caricature showed a four-hundred-pound man standing behind the pulpit, being in far greater lack of health than a smoker and drinker, no one would find an issue with it). I want to hang this caricature in my office, and I want people to ask questions, so that I can communicate to them the beautiful truth of God’s grace and unconditional love and favor upon His children, no matter their pitfalls or ensnaring habits or what-have-you.

Saturday, May 17, 2008

first post from minnesota

I spent fourteen hours in the Prizm on Thursday, driving northwest to Forest Lake, Minnesota, stopping only at a Starbucks and then at a McDonald’s. I only got lost twice, almost found myself wandering aimlessly around Harlem, Chicago. My trip took me through Dayton, Ohio, then west to Indianapolis, and up north through the heart of Chicago, and then on through Wisconsin before veering away from St. Paul to reach Forest Lake. I spent most of my day today relaxing: watching TV, playing around on the computer, exploring the town and its subsequent lake. My “real job” does not begin until Monday; till then, my goal is to just relax, though tomorrow I’m going to a Men’s Breakfast and a Wedding (and, obviously, church on Sunday). Here are a few pictures, including my last moment with Karen and a beautiful sunset as I chugged through Wisconsin.





Sunday, May 11, 2008

of two parties

Karen graduated yesterday. I made the hour-long trek down to Cincinnati just in time to find a seat in the crowded gymnasium. She looked so adorable walking down the aisle! Once she graduated—with her Bachelor’s of Science in Psychology—we headed over to Western Hills Church of Christ, where she had her graduation party with all kinds of great food and great company. Her niece and nephew—Joselin and Jose—kept inventing games we can play together. They trashed the College Room, so I grabbed a blue marker and upon the whiteboard made out a list of things they had to clean up. I wrote on the board “This is not a Union… No one cares about your complaints!” Joselin and I ran out to the van, and someone asked Joselin, “Who’s that boy with you?” She replied, “He’s going to be my uncle in a couple years!” Ha. After the party, Karen and I went to her place and then ran to the store. I returned to Centerville, and Anna, Amanda and I went to a party. Lots of really great people were there, and we played cards and wii and had a basically good time. I got to see Chris and Pat today, whom I met years upon years ago, probably some of the best friends I’ve ever had. I’m getting more and more excited about Minnesota, but the fact that I won’t know anyone there but Larry—who, by the way, received a standing ovation at Graduation for serving in Iraq—is slightly unnerving. Here are some pictures of Chris (the one playing guitar), Pat, and my baby sister Amanda:




Sunday, May 04, 2008

a communion meditation

1 Corinthians 11 is the greatest text on the Lord’s Supper in the New Testament. The Apostle Paul wrote this to the Christians in Corinth, for they were participating in the Lord’s Supper in a way that profaned the cross of Christ. The Lord’s Supper in the days of the early church was much different than it is today. Back then, the Supper took part during an actual meal, and real food was served alongside the bread and wine. In Corinth, the wealthy, prominent, and socially elite Christians were hoarding all the good food for themselves, getting drunk on the wine, and leaving the poorer Corinthian Christians with scraps and leftovers. When Paul heard about this, he became enraged, for such actions go completely against the teaching that in Christ, all people—regardless of ethnicity, political affiliation, gender, or socio-economic status—are equal. Paul writes, 

Therefore, whoever eats the bread or drinks the cup of the Lord in an unworthy manner will be guilty of sinning against the body and blood of the Lord. A man ought to examine himself before he eats of the bread and drinks of the cup. For anyone who eats and drinks without recognizing the body of the Lord eats and drinks judgment upon himself. (1 Corinthians 11.27-29) 

Paul is saying, “When you fail to treat your fellow Christians as equals in Christ, and then partake in the Lord’s Supper, you are profaning and cursing the cross of Christ.” As we prepare to take the Lord’s Supper, we must examine how we are treating those within the church of God. Are we treating everyone as equals, regardless of who they are in the eyes of the world? Are we excluding, rejecting, or ostracizing fellow Christians? Sometimes it is difficult to answer these questions. Even on a Christian campus, where I am currently a student, there are cliques that are exclusive, self-righteous, and egotistical. Can we honestly say that there is no danger of this in our own congregation? I am hopeful that this is not the case, yet at the same time, I am not naïve. So let us examine ourselves, and may we make changes were changes are necessary. For if we disregard this, and fail to treat all Christians as our beloved brothers and sisters in Christ, then we are guilty of profaning the cross of Christ.

Friday, May 02, 2008

minnesota: t-minus 2 weeks

One more week till school is over. 
Two more weeks before I leave for Minnesota. 

I get more and more excited as May 14, the date of my 12-hour excursion west, draws closer. I can’t wait to immerse myself in the advancing of the gospel, to preach The Message, to serve God in such a capacity. Public speaking is one of my greatest joys, and I wish to build my life upon such a foundation. Words cannot express the exhilaration I feel when standing under the scrutiny and judgment of the multitudes. This will be a great time of growth, renewal, renovation. Karen told me last night, “I know that I have been opposed to you heading to Minnesota lately, but I want you to know that I think you should go. I have a feeling that good things will happen in Minnesota.” As do I. 

Yet I cannot ignore the obvious stress a three-and-a-half-month break will bring into our relationship. Distance tests relationships. It is the acid test of sorts. I know that with Courtney, distance taught me how much I liked her; and for her, it taught her how we could not be together. When I head out for Minnesota, I am acknowledging that there can be only two fates with my return to Cincinnati in August. Either Karen and I will be together, or we will not be together. Distance will either show me how much I like her, or it will show me that it is not best for us to be together. This is a hard truth to embrace, and Karen has difficulty embracing it, too; but I am the sort of guy who opens his arms to the bitter, cold-hearted truth. And this is such a truth. This will be a time of testing and trial, and I honestly cannot say how it will turn out (prophecy has never been a strong point, as my countless prophecies run aground).

where we're headed

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