How
beautiful is holy purity! But it is not holy, nor pleasing to God, if we
separate it from charity. Charity is the seed that will grow and yield savory
fruit when it is moistened with the waters of purity. Without charity, purity
is fruitless and its sterile waters turn the soul into a swamp, a stagnant
marsh, from which rises the stench of pride.
There
is need for a crusade of manliness and purity to counteract and nullify the
savage work of those who think man is a beast. And that crusade is your work.
Saints
are not abnormal cases to be studied by a modernistic doctor. They were—they
are—normal, with flesh like yours. And they conquered.
You
seem to hear a voice within you saying, ‘That religious prejudice…!’ And then
the eloquent defense of all the weaknesses of our poor fallen flesh: ‘Its rights!’
When this happens to you, tell the enemy that there is a natural law, and a law
of God, and God!... and also hell.
“It
made me laugh to hear you speak of the ‘account’ our Lord will demand of you.
No, for you he will not be a judge—in the harsh sense of the word. He will
simply be Jesus.” These words, written by a holy bishop, have consoled more
than one troubled heart and could very well console yours.
The
appropriate word you left unsaid; the joke you didn’t tell; the cheerful smile
for those who bother you; that silence when you’re unjustly accused; your kind
conversation with people you find boring and tactless; the daily effort to
overlook one irritating detail or another in those who live with you… this,
with perseverance, is indeed solid interior mortification.
Don’t
say, “That person bothers me.” Think: “That person sanctifies me.”
The
world admires only the spectacular sacrifice, because it does not realize the
value of the sacrifice that is hidden and silent.
We
must give ourselves in everything, we must deny ourselves in everything. Our
sacrifice must be a Holocaust.
Paradox:
To live, one must die.
Everything
that doesn’t lead you to God is an obstacle. Tear it out and cast it far from
you.
You
don’t conquer yourself, you aren’t mortified, because you are proud. You lead a
life of penance? Remember: pride can exist with penance. Furthermore: Your
sorrow, after your falls, after your failures in generosity, is it really
sorrow or is it the frustration of seeing yourself so small and weak? How far
you are from Jesus if you are not humble… even if new roses blossom every day
from your disciplines!
Many
who would let themselves be nailed to a cross before the astonished gaze of
thousands of spectators won’t bear the pinpricks of each day with a Christian
spirit! But think, which is the more heroic?
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