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I wrote this book back in 2007, and I have always been hesitant to make it publicly available. Truth be told, this book is raw and honest and genuine, and it explores some of the darkest parts of my life thus far. There is a lot in it that is revealing about me, and I have really struggled with whether or not to make it available for people to read. But I’ve decided to make it available, because I know that what I went through is something I will go through again. What I went through is something everyone goes through every once in a while. And so this book serves as a testament to those times, and it will let people know, “Hey: You’re not alone!” It’s 264 pages, well-written, filled with actual dialogue I partook in and journal entries straight from my day-to-day journal. As I said, it is raw, genuine, and honest. And if you’re interested, the paperback version is only… drumroll… $6.46! Plus shipping and handling. Or if you are a tightwad like me and generally spend your money on stupid stuff, there is a free .PDF download available, too. Just go to this self-publishing webpage HERE and you’ll see it.

I want to emphasize, however, that this book is not really meant for entertainment. Some parts are slow, other parts are monotonous... But that's how life is, and this is a snapshot from a several-month period of my life (with a few things thrown in-between). If you're looking for something very entertaining, this isn't your best bet. But if you wanna learn more about me and what I went through, it's definitely worth checking out.